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Chapter 10</u>



Jae’s POV


I walked down the streets, looking for him, I didn’t know exactly where he could be, but I would go to the end of the earth to find him. So I continued wondering, the night breeze assaulting my whole body, my face were already swallow with remains of tears that rolled down my eyes and cheeks, I had a reddish nose and dry lips, and kept holding myself to protect me from the freezing cold. I’d look everywhere for him, all the places we used to hang out, places he liked to be, and found nothing, but no way would I give up.

I hadn’t realized until now that I didn’t even try to call him, why I didn’t think of that early? But would he pick up? I had to try. I reached for my phone and dialed his number. Great, it’s ringing! Ringing…ringing…ringing. Aish, he’s not going to pick up, I feel like crying again.

“Hello.” Oh, he picked up.
“Chunnie…” I said, with a saddened voice, and the will to cry was there again, and even though I had a lot to say, the words didn’t come out easily, I just kept myself quiet for a moment. “Where are you?” Finally I manage to spill something out. Silence again. I kept walking, people passed through me, I was crossing the street now, still waiting for an answer on the other side of the line.

BEEE! (That was a horn) I wasn’t paying attention, and almost got hit by a car. Then a response came. “Jaejoong, where are you?” He sounded worried. “I’m looking for you.” I answered him, as soon as I got to the sidewalk, on the other side of the street.

“Jae…please go back home, it’s late.” He said with a calm voice. “Where are you, Chunnie?” I said back. Still walking without a way. I passed through a group of people discussing very loud. I covered my ears, trying to listen to the phone, even tough he kept silent. “What was that?” He asked me, referring to the scream he heard, that was from a group of people standing in front of a bar while I passed by their side, they were really scandalous. “Jae, you should go home, you might get hurt, what if someone kidnaps you? It’s dangerous, it’s late. Please, go home, please.” He pleaded.

“Chunnie, I will not go back until I find you!” I affirmed. Then someone shouted again. He sighed. “Fine, Plaza Hotel, room 101.” He said and hanged the phone. Thanks, that was all I needed, finally a smile appeared in my face.

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I was so nervous, my feet were banging on the floor, and puffs come out of my mouth from time to time. I even think the guy standing next to me on the elevator could hear the loud beats of my heart. I was afraid that he wouldn’t want to hear any explanations, that he…The elevator doors opened. I walked towards the room, 101. Will I get a chance to explain, to clear things out? Chunnie, will you forgive me? I knocked on the door.

I heard footsteps coming, he opened the door. I looked at him, his head was hanging low, and he did not make eye contact with me.

“Come in.” He said, stepping out of the way so I could get inside the room. He closed the door behind him, and before I could say anything he spoke.

“You can sleep in the bed, I’ll be up all night, not feeling sleepy, and tomorrow we’ll leave.” He ended and threw me a pillow, then left the room. I just kept myself quiet with wide open eyes for a while. Well I understand he didn’t want to speak with me right now, but tonight things are not going to be in your way, Chunnie. So I obviously went after him, he would have to listen, he sure would, God, please make him listen!
Outside the room, I spotted him walking slowly trough the hallway. I followed him, he turned somewhere and so did I, just to be faced by him.  

“You should be sleeping!” He scared the hell out of me. He knew I was following him?

“Ugh...I...” I looked into his eyes, he looked back at mine, with a serious face. “Chunnie, can we talk?” He kept staring and answered. “About?”

“About what happened.” I said. “Many things happened.” He finished. Can we go back to the room, please? I asked him. He sighed and walked in the direction of the room, I followed right behind.

In the room, he sat on the bed, with his back facing me, his head low, he was looking at the floor, his arms on his lap. I was standing behind him. The room was filled with silence, very unconfortable, never had been like that with Chunnie before, my heart twinge at the thoght. “I knew that was going to happen.” He said. What? “I mean, you did said to me you loved him, but still I...how stupid am I? How could I thought that you would just forget about the love you fetl for him, it’s impossible to stop loving someone in one, two days, I’ve been there, for years and still can’t” He laughed sarcasticaly. “I’m sorry, Jae, I’m an idiot.” He said still not looking at me.

“You’re wrong!” I said and sat on the bed, behind him. “You’re wrong, I don’t love him, and I never did, I just...I tought it was love, but it wasn’t.”

“How do you know that? How can you tell it wasn’t love? You told me it was, you told...him, it was.” His said that.

“I guess I didn’t realize what love was before.” I aproached him, and put my arms around him, he didn’t pushed me away. “When I came to you, I felt it, I feel it.” My hand went to his chest and I could feel his heartbeats accelerating, My head leaned into his shoulders, and I whispered into his ears. “I love you.”

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ChangMin’s POV


“Well, I’m going to the toilet, excuse me.” YunHo said and left the tabble.

JunSu and I were talking about what YunHo just told us, all that ‘thing’ about Jae and YooChun Hyung, I mean, YooChun is love with Jae for all these time, and just now he tells him, and all that confusion, well, maybe if he had told him since the beggining, they could be togheter now, and everything would be alright. We should always tell people the truth! JunSu was laughing now, about something related to why YunHo already went to the toilet at least five times since we arrive at the restaurant. I love JunSu laugh, the way his lips curles, the small dimple that formes just above his lips, the sound of it makes my heart beat intensily.
“I love when you laugh!” I suddenly say. He stops laughing and looks at me with wide eyes. “What? Why?” He asks me.

“JunSu, tell me, do you see me just as your donsaeng (little brother)? His eyes are even wider right now.

“ChangMin, what did they put on your tea?” He laughs akwardly.

“Just answer me, Hyung!” I say comming closer to him.

“I...I...well, you know, I....” He looks confused. “No.” He fineshes. I smirk, well, so he sees me as something else. I defenily should do something about that. Then I spot YunHo coming back.

“JunSu Hyung, we should talk when we get home, don’t you think?”I asks him, before YunHo gets to the tabble.

“Yes, we should.” JunSu aswers and smile broudly.

“They are out of toilet paper.” YunHo says anoyed and seats with us. We laugh of him. I can’t wait to get home!
I consider that one as a very normal chap xD
just with a sweet touch in the end ^^
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TomokoKawase's avatar
Awwww!!! Minsu moment! Heehee, they're so adorable :3;;